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apathy to the max

Sun Oct 26, 2008, 9:18 PM
  • Mood: Exhilarated
  • Listening to: clicks of cliques
  • Reading: cups of noodles
  • Watching: True Blood
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: a nag sandwich
  • Drinking: my lack of..
I'm not sure how to feel, how to be... Everywhere I turn I find myself feeling out of place. Even amongst friends last night, it took me a long time to warm up to my own friends, and more importantly.. I find it difficult to feel a lot of emotion about much of anything anymore. When I do... it's not happiness, excitement... it's generally not as light as I would like. I'm not sure what to do about my dillemma. I don't know how to feel about my apathy. I want to feel.. I just can't.

I walk into a room of familiar folks, and feel like a stranger. I sit next to my fiance, whom I love more than I can say.... and I find myself feeling like something's missing. not in my relationship, but within myself.

I need....

to be better....

and I can't.

What does one do when they have their other half... the other 50% to make them 100%.... and somehow you are still stuck at 90%?

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Osaple, Saxet, Detinu fo Acirema
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: the good kind?
  • Print preference: yes.
  • Interests: stocking swimming, leather biting, painting, drawing, and Guitar Hero.
  • Favourite movie: Tank Girl is the story of my life, but Donnie Darko and Pan's Labyrinthe are up there :p
  • Favourite band or musician: I'd list em all, but I don't have any particulars and there isn't enough space.
  • Favourite genre of music: The Mega Ultra Ultimate kind.
  • Favourite artist: John Beever.
  • Favourite poet or writer: TryanB ShoXley.
  • Favourite photographer: Rudy Hees.
  • Favourite style of art: erm.... wth do you want from me man? I like art, no particulars.
  • Operating System: Vista, because what you see is what you get, unfortunately.
  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa.
  • Shell of choice: The pretty kind, like on the beach. I guess I'd have to say conchs.
  • Wallpaper of choice: I prefer paint.
  • Skin of choice: Y'all are racist. Geeze, do I have to choose a skin?
  • Favourite game: Video? Guitar Hero, right now. Board? Monopoly, because I totally kick ass at that game.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Any kind I'm inclined towards that day.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Huey Freeman.
  • Personal Quote: So I was humping imps the other day..... that's right teej, hunting like rabbits.
  • Tools of the Trade: razorblades, 2 and 3 quater inch tooth brush, and a stick of dynographite.

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Thanks for the fav! :lol:

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Rawr.
ty for the fave!!!

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"What do you think the artist thinks about? Do they think about fine wines or black tie affairs? No, they live for that narcotic moment of creative bliss. A moment that may come once a decade, or never at all." ~Art School Confidential~
You've been tagged. check my journal.

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Thank you so much for the watch & the fave!

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Almost, but not quite, entirely unlike tea.
hihi! ^^ I was watching Van Halen the other day and it reminded me that you were doing a web comic and had asked me something about my chibi Roth picture...

And I was wondering if that was still in production? =) *wants to reeeaaaad* hee~

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"Listen to and read what inspires you. Get that fire in your soul that won't let you go. Then turn to the little stuff; fix your hair, pull on your fishnets and lace up your boots. Now get out there, goddammit. Get out and and f*cking rock."
yes, still in production. I'll be looking for a host site after I put some finishing touches on some of our products. as I said, you will definately know when we have it done :p

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YOU GUYS ARE OUT OF YOUR tiny MINDS......?
Sweet!! ^^ Thank you very much!! <3<3

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"Listen to and read what inspires you. Get that fire in your soul that won't let you go. Then turn to the little stuff; fix your hair, pull on your fishnets and lace up your boots. Now get out there, goddammit. Get out and and f*cking rock."
:O naked drawings!!!!!!!,...pretty good gallery anyways XD

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Just be yourself! ;*
Hey, thanks for the watch!

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~Steph
Thanks so much for the recent ARTwatch! My best to you and yours! :painter:

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"Everyone has talent at 25. The difficulty is to have it at 50." Edgar Degas...Recent Interview "Never Blend In" [link]

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